Day 4- My views on religion.
Well it’s plain and simple I believe in god not religion. I honestly don’t think you have to go to church or read the bible to be connected to god. I was told when I was a child (by the way I still consider myself a child other people don’t) that everyone has there own relationship with god. For some people it’s going to church for others its praying. For me it’s… well I’m not sure I can explain it sometimes I pray and sometimes I have like a conversation with him in my head. Well he don’t talk back but just tell him my hopes, fears, and whats going on in life.
Day 5- A time I thought about ending my own life.
To be honest the first time I ever thought about ending my own life was when I was in the group home, well actually it was the last day of camp and I came back to the group home, and my grandma called to see how I was doing. I was depressed because camp was over, and I was in this house with a bunch of strangers who really don’t give a crap about you or love you. I was sitting in my bed crying about to take a shower and I really thought about taking my razor and cutting my wrists in the shower and just letting it all go. I was in the shower when all the sudden I asked myself what the fuck I was doing?! My mother was by herself and needed my help with my sister and life itself considering my dad left us. My sister is enough reason right their to keeping breathing. Then I realized alot of people love me and want me to suceed in life. I mean I missed camp so much because there my family and they loved me, and I loved them back. If I didn’t I would not be so sad about being away from them. So you could pretty much say that my friends and family literally saved my life.
Day six- 30 interesting facts about yourself.
1- I love the food network, especially the show Chopped! Never seen it? You should start right away!
2-I can’t sleep with socks on, even if my feet are cold.
3-My mom and I don’t agree on much but I love her to death and I don’t know what I would do without her.
4-The movie My girl and The Green Mile make me cry no matter how many times I watch it.
5-I want to learn glass blowing, I think it’s badass.
6-Water is my element, I love to drink it, swim, shower, or just stand out in the rain.
7- When I see a snake I literally can’t breath and I feel like I’m going to pass out.
8-I love giving presents. Like when I buy a gift for christmas or a birthday people usually give it early because I love seeing people happy.
9-Never seen Star Wars.
10-Right know I’m kind of obessed with Adele’s music it is soooo good.
11-I love Legos I don’t care if I’m 20 years old their awesome.
12-I found out they make a peach sunkist I am in love with it.
13- I love karoke.
14- I’m a diabeitc
15- The human society commericials make me cry.
16- I run into something or trip at least once a day.
17- Reeses is my addiction.
18- I will never sleep without a body pillow again, they are awesome.
19-My secret addiction is Keeping Up With The Kardashians.
20- I’m not a fan of Sugarland, it’s Jennifer Nettles voice if someone else sang there songs I would be very happy.
21- I think really I have only like four friends I could actually live with, because the resst of them get on my nerves way to often.
22-Breakfast is my favorite meal of the day.
23- I think smelling bad is worse than looking bad, perhaps that is way I have like 20 different bottles of perfume and body spray.
24- I dislike pea’s and tomatoes.
25- I like cooking for people.
26- I’m not sure I want to have children.
27-People tell me I’m naturally beautiful, I don’t see it and it makes me rather uncomfertable when people tell me that.
28- Sometimes I forget I have a tatoo.
29- I think I’m becoming lactose intolerant.
30-I’m a generally relaxed person and it’s not hard to make me laugh.